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Into the world of boys
and the thoughts that I had
and I wondered if my gut was bad
and it welled up in my mouth
when I tried to smoke
no, I tried to hope
who would want to for a day?
he felt the world of girls
and the blur between beauties
the red smiles, the flowery wiles
and I don't know what she thinks
and I don't really know what she'd do
do I count on myself?
I know no truth

Now, I've thought a lot
and I have decided
that that kind of dirty ain't part of your mind
and so is mine
because I keep wishing to be
living between the two words, always haunting me
and I ask for this
cursing the puritans
I'm too disgusted with you to keep reading
into the world of boys
where is the respect?
what do i expect?
for i'm blessed not to be pretty...

look at those trees
satisfied or not it's time to leave
I perceive
a baby's blinking at me
blame your friends. Origins.
Wait, what am I wishing upon your life?
how have i deemed them?
so perfectly cursed
so perfectly confused
but they are blessed to see every shade of blue in your shirts
So, I'm sticking with the kids
who have loved and condemned
and listened, sickened, sickened
I hate them
I hate them
I hate you
briefly I do,
but more than anything, I just do not understand you.

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from The Cold Boy and The Deliberate Muse, released November 22, 2019

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C. Kiten Los Angeles, California

Brittany Scheffler

Stormy alt-folk/post-sadcore from your penpal across the earth.

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